Vilia Ciputra

"I still have it with me, and I still take you as the person you've always been to me." I found it two days ago in the box where I keep my mementos. To be honest, I was pretty amazed to see that it's still working. I can still see the playlists and play the songs, which to my surprised, sounded unfamiliar to me, now. I still remember a few, some old songs that we sang along in your car, but the rest.. I felt like those were not mine. I wonder, have I and my music taste changed so much all these years? Or were they yours? Anyway, the only problem is; it has 0% battery life. It can't be charged, and could only be on when I plugged it into the power. It probably pictures the condition best; dying and irrelevant. I understand that we sometimes feel the need to disappear and restart our lives or something. We might need to wipe off our past to survive, and I might be included on the part that people wanna forget. That's why I gave you those three things to promise,...

"But I hope we will be friends for a lifetime. I plan to keep you forever." "I'll keep you forever, too." ----- The thing is; both of us are stoic people, and we are so good at being alone, somehow. You're even better at it than me, or everyone else that I know. And we are too logic to know that forever doesn't exist lol. But I'll keep it here and I'll look back after years. I've found myself running alone from time to time, I'm fastest that way. And I was one of them; ones who were so good at leaving. But, let's hope forever does exist for once. --------- - Aim for a better tomorrow through healthy lifestyle, diverse insights, creative arts, and minimalist living. -  ViliaCiputra.com Thank you for supporting  my intention  through owning  my artworks , reading  my writings , and following  my Instagram . You could also support my page with buy me a coffee at the link below. 

"Do you ever sit on a cafe, watching people, and think how we all are just kids trapped in adults' body, playing kids tea party game? Like.. some people will act and talk so big, as if who they are and what they said, were big deals, while we all can easily smell and sense those insecurities?" "Yeah, some people want to be seen as so important. I saw some of those people at the cafe the other day, too. But I'm just a quiet observer, and it's kind of interesting to see how different cafes attract different kinds of people." "I agree. Observing, that's what I always do, too. Those kind of cafes and those kind of people always made me feel grateful of the life that I have now. That I need no one to impress (or to be impressed with me), have no importance to boast of anything, have nothing to cover or hide, and feel completely free and content with myself. To be surrounded with only the people I care the most, and care about me, without the needs to...