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I Want To Live Life


"I am not who I am, with only my lights and without my darkness. I need my yang to balance my yin.

And I'm like Cal; I want to live, at least until now. And not just live, I want to be alive. And that requires me to unleash my darkness. That's the only way for me to be my true self.

To be alive means to feel and experience the life from a lot of (if not all) spectrums, to notice the multifaceted of it. I know I can only achieve that when I give the same amount of space and respect, towards every aspect of my life and to each side of mine.

And only when I accept my whole self, I can be in my true nature, and be my very best self. It might sounds complicated, but it's actually simple;

Fire wants to burn
Water wants to flow
Air wants to rise
Earth wants to bind
Chaos wants to devour
And I want to live life."

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